I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications
Especially at night
I worry over situations that
I know will be alright
It's just overkill (L)
Sometimes all I want is to disappear, to be somewhere all alone.
Sometimes I wish I could just close my eyes and forget about everything, about everyone
I’m so hurt and damaged deep inside, I can’t explain how sad I feel sometimes without a reason, I know I’m not okay, I know I’m not
I will never trust enough, because I know we are all gone someday, either because we are worried to have strings attached to someone else, or because we lost interest…
So why shall I give somebody my tenderness, my time, my attention?
Nobody is going to regret my presence anymore.